| i feel wonderful right now. life is great. i can't wait til friday.
brad and i and hopefully other people if they don't bail are going
clubbing. and saturday is christmas with my dad's side. and then that
night...i'm singing a solo at the 11 PM christmas service at my church.
i'm really excited about that. pray that i get over this cold/cough
BS!!! gaahhhh....i hate being sick 
i just wanted to tell everyone that brad makes me really happy. i don't know how else to put it or say it.
that's all. 
stephanie
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| i quickly fell in love...
with this song:
Wreck of the Day
by Anna Nalick
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And the light's always red in the rear-view
Desperately close to a coffin of hope
I'd cheat destiny just to be near you
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And I'm thinking 'bout calling on Jesus
'Cuz love doesnt hurt so I know I'm not falling in love
I'm just falling to pieces
And if this is giving up then I'm giving up
If this is giving up then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
Maybe I'm not up for being a victim of love
All my resistance will never be distance enough
Driving away from the wreck of the day
And it's finally quiet in my head
Driving alone, finally on my way home to the comfort of my bed
And if this is giving up, then I'm giving up
If this is giving up, then I'm giving up, giving up
On love, On love
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i'll write about last weekend sometime..if i get around to it...cause i don't feel like it right now.
cramps suck. er'body watch out!
who am i supposed to hang out with on friday!!??! i can't remember...i
already made plans!!!! whoever it is..and i hope you read this, tell
me! wait...ALANA!!!! ok she doesn't read this..nvm. at least i
remembered 
I JUST CAN'T FORGET TO CALL HER! ..eh
holy crap...i left my mom, mema, and holly's christmas presents at my
dorm!!!!! i either have to get ahold of my RA (we call them 'CL' s
though..) and see if she's still there cause she lives in ft.
worth..and see if she'll get them for me...or drive back and get them
before 6 pm tomorrow...which i REALLY don't wanna do 
*sigh* ........i feel.......bleh......
oh and by the way, brad is still my favorite. 
steph
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| i have a lot to say about this weekend, but right now i don't have time
to write it. i will probably be updating tomorrow for those of you who
care. thanks.
stephanie
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| i'm being kept awake
by more than one thing
why can't i sleep?
i can't stopping thinking
what am i thinking of?
clutter...randomness...stupid stuff...
why?
it hurt.s.
trying to find words
i just want to sleep
i can't concentrate on anything
i know what i should be doing
what i should have done 5 hours ago
no...10 hours ago.
what time was 10 hours ago?
i actually learned some cool stuff in math today.
and i got to dance/audition for extra credit.
i get to do that dance in my intro to mass communications class
tomorrow with me group cause we made it...only 2 could perform. go us.
timmy called me today!!!! for the first time! i was pretty surprised.
it's a good thing i have free long distance on my cell phone. southern
illinois must suck, eh timmy? lol
i wonder if chris still reads this?
if you do, email me.
are you still in germany?
how's the war over there?
are you safe?
i haven't heard from you in a long time.
i'm kinda worried.
today's day was no as great as i made it seem. i did a little bit of christmas shopping. more tomorrow. go me.
i don't complain much about my day to others. a few dilemmas here and there.
i tried to cheer someone up, but in the end, i failed.
why the heck am i rhyming so much???
dang i need to go to bed.
steph
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